Friday, September 25, 2009

resolutions?

I dislike rules, restricting myself and giving myself rigidity in life is the last thing i want to do. So how about resolutions? Don't they sound like just another set of rules for me to follow? yeah they do help people to achieve their goals somehow, but just sticking to it then where is the fun? Do it because you believe in it, which doesnt make it a resolution anymore because it comes naturally. So i don't set resolutions for myself under any circumstance, I only reflect, see where i should improve on and just do it, there are no rules laid down.

road trip coming...hope everything'll turn out fine, it's gonna be a blast:D

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Closure

My feelings and thoughts,
never told to anyone (except him whos oversensitive)
they are my honest words and feelings through all these that have happened
I guess i shouldn't assume too much about the meaning of physical company
All will be put behind with this closure, I just hope that the new start will not give me a de javu of those feelings...

Life

On my own from the start anyway,
few understand
few care
Welcome to my life.

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

Updates

Gosh, my blog seems super out-dated...
exam is next thurs, i shouldn't be here typing my blog entry...but i feel the need to update some stuff for myself to look back in the future and laugh, haha.

Today i had my first experience of interviewing a patient ALONE! On top of that i have my attached doctors watching me from the side...that's super stressful i must say...Oh and to add on to that, the patient i interviewed was actually getting ready to be discharged, so he was not exactly the most patient patient (no u r not having double vision, i typed it twice). I managed to pull it off somehow but though stressful, i actually learnt quite alot from it because usually we do it in groups and there's no pressure/responsibility carried since any mistakes get shared, haha. Dr. Clea was nice enough to bring chips and chocs for our last session for this course ( even though the girls did not really touch the food, i was the glutton relatively, haha).

Life is really alot about choices, and i'm glad of my choices (allowed me to see clearly the true colour of some people in the process), thank God, for the consequences otherwise would be unimaginable...

kk, back to mugging...even though i'm not really feeling the stress...this is bad!:p